This is what I think God is

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God is mathematics as the Gnostics say. God is the quantum probabilities and fractal geometries that create synchronicities. From the concept of synchronicity you can go into things like the works of Carl Jung.
That's just my two cents.

Don't fucking... ugh.

I know this sort of vague deepity appeals, but do not attempt to characterize it as part of any extant religious tradition, that's just an attempt to slip your religious claims in secretly under the guise of a mundane claim. The Gnostics, for example, do not believe that god is mathematics, and in fact believe in a dualistic system with at least two creative forces, at least one of which is conscious and a being, not just an abstract concept. If you're appealing to what the Gnostics say, maybe a google search is in order before you do that?