Psychologically lonely

[Thumpalumpacus]

Well, if faking it to fit in hasn't worked, perhaps a change of approach is needed? If I were in your shoes, I'd get out and do the things you like to do -- you mentioned dancing. Go out and do it. You'll be pretty sure you have at least one thing in common. Along with that, as Mini pointed out, make your peace with the fact the you won't agree with someone right down the line. So long as you can listen, talk, and disagree intelligently, it will indeed enrich the mental part of the relationship.

Finally, I've only met a couple of Europeans who were die-hard Bible bashers, and I lived in Spain for eight months.

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