Indoor Days

[Losty]

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"I Don't Want To Get Over You"

I don't want to get over you
I guess I could take a sleeping pill
And sleep at will
And not have to go through
What I go through
I guess I should take Prozac, right?
And just smile all night
At somebody new
Somebody not too bright
But sweet and kind
Who would try to get you off my mind
I could leave this agony behind
Which is just what I'd do
If I wanted to
But I don't want to get over you

'Cause I don't want to get over love
I could listen to my therapist
Pretend you don't exist 
And not have to dream of
What I dream of
I could listen to all my friends
And go out again
And pretend it's enough
Or I could make a career of being blue
I could dress in black and read Camus
Smoke clove cigarettes and drink vermouth
Like I was seventeen
That would be a scream
But I don't want to get over you

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Clove cigarettes are fucking terrible.
Some many times whilst in Indonesia I was tricked.
Even once I bought a bag of pot in Jakarta and it was mixed with cloves.
Funny story, a couple of weeks after that experience, I bought some pot from an English backpacker in Malaysia and I commented on how mouldy it was and where did he get it? He said it was from Vietnam. I asked him if he was fucking crazy taking it over the border. He informed me that it was all cool cause he had smuggled it up his arse. :-)

Cigarettes in general are disgusting, but the clove ones smell slightly less terrible. Probably not the bum hole ones though...