Why and How Did you Kill God?

[Organic Machine]

The more critical thought I put into the idea of god, the less I was able to reconcile certain things about it. It became obvious to me that god is uncertainty and a lack of understanding anthropomorphized. The idea is slowly losing it's human qualities because people are starting to realize this makes it flawed. We'll just keep pushing what it is so that it stays beyond our reach and understanding, as we always have. I got to the point where I didn't need the idea to get through the day. It feels like lying to myself for comfort. I can't intellectually betray myself like that. I think I'm actually incapable of it.