(September 23, 2016 at 4:23 pm)ApeNotKillApe Wrote:(September 23, 2016 at 3:38 pm)Alasdair Ham Wrote: I need to talk. If it wasn't online I'd go out talking to random people but I wouldn't feel fulfilled without developing strong bonds... and to do that I'd have to find a nice and trustworthy person in RL who isn't too busy and I can't find people like that, at least I never have yet.
I don't naturally come with that 'chit-chat' thing most people are equipped with, simply can't generate conversation like that, unless you've genuinely peaked my interest. I generally don't have anything to say, and I certainly don't just talk to random people.
I had a pretty big 180 turn in this aspect.
Up to the age of about 26 I've never been conversational unless it was about a specific interest of mine.
Now I feel like I want to talk to everyone about everything and in work I usually do if I'm given the chance and there's no language barrier.
but I still don't like talking in groups and I hate a party atmosphere.
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Impersonation is treason.
