RE: The Newly Departed thread: announcements (departures)
December 4, 2016 at 8:08 pm
(This post was last modified: December 4, 2016 at 8:09 pm by Edwardo Piet.)
I give up. I was feeling better after Shell was nice to reassure me but now I feel like my thank you wasn't accepted. Appreciating reassurance when given =/= excessively seeking reassurance. I feel so alone and misunderstood.
It's fine for me to feel this way. I'm not phobic of emotions. Whereas it seems clear to me that most people are. That's all I'm trying to tell people. That it's mature to not be afraid of our emotions. On another thread Homeless Nutter said I was having a meltdown which is a perfect example of the kind of emotional phobia I'm talking about. I can't be emotional without him labelling it as a meltdown. There's absolutely nothing wrong with me being emotional. It doesn't mean I'm having a meltdown just because he can't handle it. I thought people want me to be open and honest. I'm starting to think that a lot of people are full of shit. If someone says to me "I would always want you to be honest with me" it seems like most of the time that's bullshit.
It's fine for me to feel this way. I'm not phobic of emotions. Whereas it seems clear to me that most people are. That's all I'm trying to tell people. That it's mature to not be afraid of our emotions. On another thread Homeless Nutter said I was having a meltdown which is a perfect example of the kind of emotional phobia I'm talking about. I can't be emotional without him labelling it as a meltdown. There's absolutely nothing wrong with me being emotional. It doesn't mean I'm having a meltdown just because he can't handle it. I thought people want me to be open and honest. I'm starting to think that a lot of people are full of shit. If someone says to me "I would always want you to be honest with me" it seems like most of the time that's bullshit.
