A challenge!

[Astreja]

This is because you don't want there to be clear proofs and firm conclusive evidence at the moment.

There you go again, pretending to be a mind reader.  (You don't seem to be very good at it, either.)

There is a time to doubt and there is a time when doubt is unreasonable and you have to shut it off and take a leap of faith with vision of the heart and strength.

That, MysticKnight, is extraordinarily bad advice.  Doubt is only unreasonable when one has solid evidence pointing to a solid conclusion.  Accordingly, due to the lack of evidence for your god, our doubts are very reasonable indeed.

Taking a leap of faith is also a bad idea if there's nowhere to land on the other side.

(Disclaimer:  I have never been able to generate actual religious faith.  It appears that My brain simply doesn't work that way.)