I've been going through very difficult life stuff for a few months. These are serious, legitimate, worrying things. They are NOT improving. In fact, they have begun to scare me, because they find ways of getting worse, when I thought there was no way.
I have been told to stop being nagative, because I'm depressed, fatigued, drained, sick even. How can I behave happily when I don't feel the floor I'm walking on is stable? "Stop focusing on this. Think of something else." This is my everything right now, because my present and my future (and for my kids) is affected in every way by it. Every fucking way. I'll feel these emotions, dammit. I'll get angry. I'll be afraid. I'll feel exhausted. No. I'm not choosing to feel this way. I have no other natural, sane, or reasonable way to feel.
End rant.
Thank you for this thread. Good read.
I have been told to stop being nagative, because I'm depressed, fatigued, drained, sick even. How can I behave happily when I don't feel the floor I'm walking on is stable? "Stop focusing on this. Think of something else." This is my everything right now, because my present and my future (and for my kids) is affected in every way by it. Every fucking way. I'll feel these emotions, dammit. I'll get angry. I'll be afraid. I'll feel exhausted. No. I'm not choosing to feel this way. I have no other natural, sane, or reasonable way to feel.
End rant.
Thank you for this thread. Good read.
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