Dealing with existential nihilism

[Amarok]

Messengers were all mocked, I am in good company

Yup they also mocked Bozo the clown and for much the same reason . But by all means stick with your deluded martyrdom complex  

Except I understand very well where the mockery is coming from.

You mean people who clearly see through your bullshit attempts to sound all wise and epic

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To exclude God out of how you define yourself is nothing but  hate of God and hate of the closest being to us.  We are his creation, servants, and his perception defines us and his grace preserves us.

Nope to define myself and not give two shits how a magic pixie feels about or suggests is not hate of god sorry . Nor do I care weather it made me or not that makes no difference what so ever . And no i'm no ones servant . His perception defines nothing and I don't need his or anyone else's "grace" nor do I need to be preserved .