RE: How did u feel when you deconverted?
March 31, 2017 at 8:51 am
(This post was last modified: March 31, 2017 at 8:54 am by Longhorn.)
I was bothered by it. I tried to make it work any way I could, but I wasn't able to lie to myself that hard and pretend I didn't realize the truth. I'm not sure if I ever believed 100%, but I was very religious if that makes sense. Eventually I couldn't ignore my lack of faith anymore.
It wasn't and still isn't about the existence of God with religion, for me. I think I always kind of knew that wasn't right. But the things I was made to believe, the fear and the shame still haunt me.
It wasn't and still isn't about the existence of God with religion, for me. I think I always kind of knew that wasn't right. But the things I was made to believe, the fear and the shame still haunt me.