It has been suggested that you are mixed up, xonage, that you want atheism to replicate science, which is not its purpose, and that you are arguing from a position of little leverage beyond "belief." The fact that, despite the copious number of pointers you have received and the diversity of ways in which your thinking error has been shown to you, you choose to believe that there may be life after death suggests a need to cling to dogmatic thinking, be it religious or no. We cannot help you with this. It's your groove.
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