(August 3, 2017 at 10:03 am)vorlon13 Wrote: My intense feelings for Brian are going to be a lifetime condition for me. Dewey too. And the intensification of my feelings for Dewey makes sense to me, it was something Dewey felt could happen if I ever had experiences of my own that mirrored his and that had shaped the person he was. I've managed to do that in spades, as they say. Losing Brian was a big part of that, and it ties both of them together, in a way.
Still confused, but now guessing the "Brian" you refer to is someone in your personal life? Because if you were talking about me, and I'd take it as some sort of sarcasm. More than one human has the name "Brian".
I will myself always have very intense feelings for my Mom even though she is gone now. So that part I do get.