Emotions are intrinsically good and bad

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So, that leaves me in a position where I can only live my life wondering if the paranormal, afterlife, god, etc. are real or not.

One doesn't have to wonder when there is no evidence to support the supernatural. Are you in the business of wondering whether Santa Clause is real?

If there is no evidence to support the existence of something, then it is reasonable to believe that something does not exist.

When, if, evidence is provided to support the existence of something, then one can reasonably change one's mind to recognize that something as existing.

People simply wanting something to exist without providing the proper evidence, despite the fact there is no evidence to provide, of its existence are not thinking reasonably.