(September 29, 2017 at 10:02 am)Industrial Lad Wrote: Not wanting sex doesn't help so much if I still have a deep desire for companionship. The former I can do something about, at least in a way. The latter, I can't.
Then again maybe the desire isn't as deep as I think and is part of a desire to be "normal."
Companionship is what I need most. The sex part is irrelevant. I'm just so sick of being on my own. I remember walking around with Sam, with our hands in each other's back pocket.
Fuck, I hate my life.
At the age of five, Skagra decided emphatically that God did not exist. This revelation tends to make most people in the universe who have it react in one of two ways - with relief or with despair. Only Skagra responded to it by thinking, 'Wait a second. That means there's a situation vacant.'