(October 8, 2017 at 12:58 am)Whateverist Wrote: But another side they never tell you about is that, past a certain point, you don't get any more free vitality. You want some stamina, strength, flexibility or energy? You got to go to the gym to stir the pot or the fire will go out on all of that.
Sounds like me already lol.
Well... whenever I'm not hyper anyways. I seem to have two modes lately: Sleepy even though I've had lots of sleep and done nothing.... tired all the time for no damn reason basically. That's mode one.
Mode two is hyper as fuck and feeling so awake I miss a whole day's sleep because I'm too damn awake. Lol. And I'm not tired and then I go to sleep and end up more tired when I wake up than I was when I went to bed lol.... so it's like "Why did I sleep? When I went to bed I wasn't tired but I wake up and now I'm tired... wtf?"
So yeah. Two modes.... hyper and super tired. Kind of fits with the feeling either young or old too lol. I feel young when I have energy and old when I don't have energy. I'm such a mess lol.