Emotions are intrinsically good and bad

[Transcended Dimensions]

During my worst miserable moments, my mind was, in fact, preoccupied with activities.  I had the mindset of enjoying them and that they were of good value/beauty to me.  But there was really no positive experience or positive emotion there at all for me whatsoever.  Therefore, these were just empty words going through my mind.

What the hell is wrong with you? Damn, and I thought I was robotic. I'm not saying that shit. You respond as if I'm disagreeing with even the parts I don't disagree with.

I'm NOT TALKING ABOUT having the mindset of enjoying something without actually enjoying something. I AGREE that THINKING YOU ENJOY SOMETHING DOES NOT=ENJOYING SOMETHING. I'm saying that I really do enjoy moments. You're a fucking idiot for not addressing the fact that there isn't this 'outer world' and enjoying the so-called 'outer world' is enjoying the inner world.

But when you were talking about positive experience being an alternative to positive emotions, this implied to me that positive experience is always something that is there.  In other words, it implied to me that, as long as you have the mindset of enjoying your life, then you would be enjoying your life since your mindset would automatically create that positive experience for you.  That has never happened to me.  I had to always wait for a full recovery before I could finally enjoy my life and have real good value back into my life again.