MK, have you considered this isn't the right group of people for you to be discussing this stuff with? Predominantly, this isn't just a forum of random Atheists. It's a predominantly a pretty narrow subset of Atheists. And among the traits, is that they aren't going to genuinely listen to what you say, or engage you in any discourse of value.
Practically speaking, in terms of developing your own beliefs, and if you're interested in convincing others of them, you should probably try and find a different community to post in.
I say this as someone who appreciates the work you put into your belief system.
Practically speaking, in terms of developing your own beliefs, and if you're interested in convincing others of them, you should probably try and find a different community to post in.
I say this as someone who appreciates the work you put into your belief system.
