Emotions are intrinsically good and bad

[Transcended Dimensions]

I know nothing about these subjects.

Then you can't competently comment on things that involve them, full stop.

If my worldview really does apply only to me, then it would be like I am pure bliss, but no soul.  It can only be bliss (my positive emotions) that allow my life to be filled with good value and joy.  I do not have any soul that would allow an alternative source of perceived good values in my life.  I say in my book that other people live their lives like soulless machines if they struggled with depression because such a life, to me, is not of any real good value.  But that could reflect me, who knows.  Maybe it is I who is the soulless machine and that my way of living and being a composer is no way to live, be a composer, and of no real good value.  I don't know about this one and keep an open mind towards all possibilities.

It's like I am nothing more than a puppet and my positive emotions are like the magical life force from the heavens that animate me.  When a lifeless puppet is imbued with magical life force that brings it to life in certain movies or anime, that puppet comes to life and it is able to see all the wonders, joy, and good values in this life.  When it loses that magical life force, then that puppet is dead on the inside.  It can no longer see any of those good values.  That puppet can think to itself all it wants to that things are still good and beautiful anyway, but that won't allow that puppet to actually see that good value and beauty since these are just empty words without that magical inner life energy.  But there is another type of magical life energy which is negative energy. This would represent my negative emotions. 

When I am filled with that negative life energy, then I am able to see everything in my life as horrible and disgusting.  That would be like the puppet being filled with dark magic that makes it become a dark puppet that is able to see things as horrible and disgusting.  From this, I can gather that, if I want to truly see the good values in this life, then that would require something beyond words since words themselves can only be empty in my life.  That something is currently my positive emotions and I don't know if that something can take on another form.  I metaphorically describe that something as being the inner light in my book.  I don't know if it's even possible that this inner light can take on another form for any given person.  That inner light could only be our positive emotions.  One last thing here.  Everything I said in regards to puppets, angels, demons, magical life energy, etc. is all just a metaphor.  I do not literally mean that.