Would God be an atheist?

[Mystic]

I don't believe you.

You think I'm lying about what I've wondered? Y'know, you don't have to be a petty little shit, you're not worth the effort of attempting to deceive. If you don't trust me to tell the truth about what I've wondered, fuck you.

I think you were coming something to argue with Theists, not actually wondering about the Creator that you know exists. And I don't believe most Atheists honestly doubt God, I believe they deceiving lie to themselves about God and disbelieve in God in that regard.
It was a hard thing for me to realize, but I do realize it now. There are some confused Atheists, I don't believe you are one of them.

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No, it just proves Atheists are Theists worshipping themselves or rather illusions of what they think they are.

I don't worship myself, thanks.

You are right, you worship illusions of yourself because you lie to yourself about what you have become, which the witness testifies to, and which you are too afraid to look at and admit because of what disbelief in God and rebellion against him truly is.
You don't know yourself to even worship and value that above all, for who knows themselves, knows their Lord.