What has caused you the most pain?

[Amarok]

One other trip that haunts me . Was the time i went ice fishing with a friend of my grandmother . Eventually we both had to go to the bathroom . Since he was old and his bladder could not hold out so he went out first . But he did not come back  . So i  went out to find him . Only to see a trail of red in the snow and a set of tracks . Turns out we were being stalked by Nanuk (Polar Bear) . And if i had been the first to go out i would likely have been taken instead.

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But if were talking about real emotional pain i would say my mothers murder is hands down it . But i rather not talk about that really .