Theists, please describe how you experience your god

[Mystic]

People who experience "spiritual stuff" might not be ill.

You are.  Your compulsions here, even if we imagine that you're just yanking our chain for 90% of it (and I do).....lay that out clearly.  Dude, go get well.  Stop it with this shit, here.

I maybe ill, but I found my obsession with wisdom found in holy books has helped me. Maybe discussions not so much but they also help me realize a lot.

So is a ill person to be dictated by others on what they can or cannot know.

Is a ill person to be dictated on what is rational for them to believe and not believe.

Where do you draw that line.