He sounds like a really interesting man. May he rest in peace.
I don't know if it's appropriate to share here, but my grandfather died in an ICU unit in July. My father (his son) was with him at the time when the heart monitor began to flatline. He said in the final moments he was too busy intensely monitoring the line to actually just pay attention to his father and be with him mentally, and he still feels very guilty about that. The point is, you're wishing you could've brought him home, my father wished he would've payed more attention to him in those final few moments. Something always eats at you, I guess, whichever way it goes down. I sincerely hope you find solace in some way.
I don't know if it's appropriate to share here, but my grandfather died in an ICU unit in July. My father (his son) was with him at the time when the heart monitor began to flatline. He said in the final moments he was too busy intensely monitoring the line to actually just pay attention to his father and be with him mentally, and he still feels very guilty about that. The point is, you're wishing you could've brought him home, my father wished he would've payed more attention to him in those final few moments. Something always eats at you, I guess, whichever way it goes down. I sincerely hope you find solace in some way.
The word bed actually looks like a bed.