Do I love my father?

[Angrboda]

I have similar questions about my father, who passed away several years back. Beyond the abuse I suffered, I never felt truly loved, though I had the impression that was his overall feelings towards me and my sisters. I just had difficulty reconciling that with the way I was treated, and I don't necessarily mean the abuse, either. The last few years of his life, I didn't visit him or talk to him before he died. I have no regrets about that, as it was not unusual. Because of my disability, I don't like to travel, and we never did talk. So, I'm not likely one to have any answers for you, as these are questions I haven't settled for myself. Sorry that I don't have any wisdom to offer.