Man that hurt.

[Angrboda]

Most of the major incidents have been forgotten. The thing which does get to me, is that after having my fingers amputated, every time I bump the end of my hand against something, it hurts amazingly intensely. Stepping on a Lego intense. And that kind of thing happens all the time, as I fumble to manage things without fingers, missjudge the distance, or just plain clumsily bump my hand against something. I once had a chat with a fellow who had the tendons in his wrist operated upon without any appreciable deadening of the pain from anesthesia, and he wondered how I managed the pain of the frostbite. There was no pain at all. I was unconscious when it happened, thanks to sleeping pills, and when I woke up later I was on a morphine drip. There was still pain in spite of the drip and whatever else they fed me, but I don't remember it well. The only thing that got to me during that time was a nurse who refused to help me with my pillow because she thought that I shouldn't be "indulged," and instead of helping me get comfortable, ignored me and spent an hour or so bullshitting with a colleague in the doorway. Total bitch.