A different perspective

[Ahriman]

Why is that? I have no idea. I just suffer, tremendously, for what I would like to believe is a good reason, but perhaps not. Believing in the "positive" option only makes me suffer slightly less. That's all I get in life. Some superficial happiness that amounts to nothing. Forget love, joy, all that good stuff. No, I was meant to experience intolerable pain. Awesome.

Didn’t you say in another thread that god has blessed you with a really good life, and that things were going well for you?

Yeah, and that's not complete BS......my circumstances are fine, better than most actually. I just feel like shit, all the time. No idea why.