RE: Chronic Pain
August 20, 2023 at 11:22 pm
(This post was last modified: August 20, 2023 at 11:34 pm by The Grand Nudger.)
Absolutely. Every waking moment of every day I feel like someone has wedged a kbar into the joint of my knee. I get headaches that would make me punch a toddler. My back and my shoulder are perpetually on fire, even with the medication. I have blackout curtains in every room, so that no errant light makes it in. My tractor has mirrored tint. I was 210 at peak, I weigh upwards of 250 now (it seesaws, I break three hundo from time to time), this is after dieting. Just hauling my own ass from one side of a field to the other is exhausting...and fills me with shame.
I don't deal with it, so much as ignore it. There's nothing (that I can afford) to do about it. It's been like this for a long time. I'm getting pudgier and pudgier...to my eternal disgust, as the clock ticks. Fun fact, that pick up there, with the imperial mullet. I actually can't grow any hair on most of the right side of my head. That's why all my pictures are from the left. Im fucking gorgeous from the left.....
I don't deal with it, so much as ignore it. There's nothing (that I can afford) to do about it. It's been like this for a long time. I'm getting pudgier and pudgier...to my eternal disgust, as the clock ticks. Fun fact, that pick up there, with the imperial mullet. I actually can't grow any hair on most of the right side of my head. That's why all my pictures are from the left. Im fucking gorgeous from the left.....
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