Why are you (still) a Christian?

[GrandizerII]

I expect a part of me wants Christians experiences and evidence to turn out to be weak and feeble so as to better justify my apostasy to myself.  I guess another part of me wants some truly outstanding, convincing evidence that God and the supernatural is real and give me hope that I too could have my prayers answered.  Another part of me just wants to talk out of curiosity.  Another part wants to mock out of bitterness. There's likely other more hidden motives in the mix too.  But all of that is a given and normal, I think.

Now that is some refreshing honesty.