My name is Tom, but like the doubting Thomas in the bible, I won't believe Jesus has returned unless I can stick my fingers in the holes in his hands and my hand in his side. Plus ever since I gave up religion I tend to be far more skeptical about things people claim unless they offer proof or I can verify it myself. I think that comes from reading snopes.com and learning that many of the things which I always thought were true actually are not.
Christian apologetics is the art of rolling a dog turd in sugar and selling it as a donut.