Well, I wouldn't ridicule you for it. I am just curious as to what constitutes evidence of god working in your life, because often times I see things in my life that I feel a religious person would interpret as god's influence. I, however, believe these things to be nothing but coincidental patterns perceived by my human brain.
Even if the open windows of science at first make us shiver after the cozy indoor warmth of traditional humanizing myths, in the end the fresh air brings vigor, and the great spaces have a splendor of their own - Bertrand Russell