You know my nephew said to me recently that I must not have had a traumatic enough experience in my life to make me 'turn' to god. At the time I couldn't think of any. After thinking about that for a while I think there have been a few traumatic experiences in my life that could have made me want to turn to god, one the death of my father.....nope, didn't turn to god for that. My son being diagnosed in the autism spectrum......nope, no god there either. There were also any teenage traumas and broken love affairs.....those didn't do it either. I chalk it all up to life. I guess what would make me 'believe' would be concrete proof. I would actually have to see god. Well maybe I'll find out when I'm dead. I'll let you know then.
binny
