I guess that's why I've kept putting off talking to the local priest as described in my mother-in-law thread. I am comfortable with my beliefs and am a happy person. I don't need to "ask questions" of any Christian or anyone of any other religion. Even as a kid when I believed fully, I hated going to church and thought all the scary end-times crap was "spooky," for lack of a better word. I don't need or want any of that crap in my life.
Christian apologetics is the art of rolling a dog turd in sugar and selling it as a donut.