Wow 30 pages of philosobabble to answer the question "do you believe in free will?"
I know of free will because I have it.
Fuck me that was easy.
I know of free will because I have it.
Fuck me that was easy.
You are currently experiencing a lucky and very brief window of awareness, sandwiched in between two periods of timeless and utter nothingness. So why not make the most of it, and stop wasting your life away trying to convince other people that there is something else? The reality is obvious.