Why does everyone hate me?

[Aegrus]

Participating helps a fuck load.

Having an interest that makes you stand out is another. Something that makes you unique.

I've always loved writing. It's a form of escapism. On the downside, no one else who lives near me writes. I've signed up to three writing forums now. My problems persist there- no matter how many people I try to talk to, no one wants anything to do with me. Even the two people I've befriended and talked down from suicide stopped talking to me immediately after their personal crisis passed. That's probably a bad sign. . .

I just wish I knew what I was doing wrong. If I knew I could at least try to fix it.

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Aagh, what am I doing? I don't even know why I started this thread. It's not your responsibility to help me. I'm just whining now. Don't worry about me- I'll figure something out.