(June 6, 2012 at 4:09 pm)zentor Wrote: sorry, paul that was directed at jesus not you, was goign to merge post - but then u posted i guess
and i agree life is defintiely over rated
Seriously dude, look at your other posts. You're oscillating between being one way and then totally "IMMA GONNA DIEEE!!"
Does that not strike you as bizarre?
Since this appears to be an ongoing issue and I do not want to deal with this on a routine basis, perhaps you can explain to us what you feel is driving you crazy. Maybe we can provide a sounding board and help you calm down.
Also, STOP TAKING LITHIUM WITH ALCOHOL. QUIT THE ALCOHOL. NOW
I have a heavy suspicion you are doing this even now.
STOP THAT. STOP THAT RIGHT NOW.
It is medically inadvisable and will drive your bipolar nature into a fit.
Due to the alcohol, you're changing your blood lithium levels erratically.
You WILL feel BAD.
Soldier through it.
I was on a heavy dose of lamictal for a year. Coming off it was the worst drug comedown I've ever had -- I wanted to kill myself and got dangerously close to it for three weeks. I couldn't sleep, I could barely eat, everyone was plotting to make me angry (this is what I felt at the time).
Once the pain ended, I was glad I clung to life (I love myself waaay to much to kill myself...).
You will do so as well.
The pain will end.
Keep telling yourself that. It's the only way you can hang on when your drugs go bad.
Slave to the Patriarchy no more
