Pastor once told me we all naturally believe in god

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Remember in highschool pastor told me that we are gods children
And naturally drawn to him, even if no one ever told us about god, we would believe in him as we went through life. And atheists and agnostics believe in god too, we are just angry with him so we use science to disprove him

I kinda agree, but I believe god likes everyone but me, that's why I became agnostic. I understand everyone has trials in life, but seems like I'm always on the poising side of life. I always get made fun of, I always get rejected by a girl, and I'm always the one who makes threads online about wanting to die
Seems like everyone else I know irl Is just fine. And when I told my
Christian Friends how I feel, thy couldn't even imagine. They just said j need I need to pray more and bring a change to my soul.

I tried everything to suck gods divine dick; but he just does not like me

So working on cutting him out of my life
Just gonna try to detach from thus life. I won't care about anything
I'll quit games
I'll quit trying ti get stable and do college
I already quit working out

Im just gonna sleep all day and surf forums and maybe watch southpark online

But won't take anymore stress in life