I would never have the guts to commit suicide. I like living and I respect the everlasting nothingness of death enough to figure that it can wait until another day.
You are currently experiencing a lucky and very brief window of awareness, sandwiched in between two periods of timeless and utter nothingness. So why not make the most of it, and stop wasting your life away trying to convince other people that there is something else? The reality is obvious.