I had alcohol for the first time in my life.

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Okay, so you've got a bit tipsy.

Next you have to get completely wankered. And record it. And post it here. And let us laugh at you.

XD That sounds like a good time to me... I'll try to share next time

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Good for you Sae; I started drinking at 19 too. If you ever feel like you're having a problem take a month off and you'll probably be ok. You should try weed next!

I plan to!

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I started drinking a bit younger than that. By bit, I mean several years. I started doing everything pretty early, though. I was always like that. I was in a hurry to get going and now all I want to do is slow down and chill. I am so content to not party at all it isn't even funny. I'm the boring lady, but I make a pretty reliable friend and family member, if I do say so myself. Also, I am always a great designated driver, if I am not taking medicine for anxiety.

You're not a boring lady at all. I certainly feel like one when I pause to think on it, and I don't even have 'reliable' going for me. Sober? Sure... but I don't even tell people I'm alive once a month :'(

Sae, bravo, darling. I loved getting drunk so much that I did it for a decade, frequently. Kind of a writer's initiation, if you will. Enjoy the feeling. It's hard to get that lack of inhibition from anything else.

That's the part of it I loved the most... I'd have loved that bluff party completely sober too. Just talking to my family and friends and people I've known since I was like 11 XD

And it's really easy to feel pretty then too... such a fascinating feeling to completely lose the dysphoria I always have. My life is gonna be wonderful~

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AF Google Hangout Drinking Games?

First I'd have to acquire the materials. I'm sure I could have a few friends buy me alcohol when I get back down there.

This whole not fishing thing is retarded.