(July 12, 2012 at 12:24 am)spelbynder Wrote:(July 12, 2012 at 12:00 am)Polaris Wrote: Alcohol helps.Unfortunately, I can't stand alcohol. Can I use pot? And will I still be forgiven after it wears off?
Forum stoner here (Void is AWOL, so it falls to me...)
You can only use any drug if and only if you intend to converse with yourself and journey through your troubles.
That means reliving it, conversing with the people in the middle of it and asking them for forgiveness.
I've done that before to come at peace with things I've done to others and cannot change now.
Although those still living may hate my guts, I do not hate theirs.
Because their representation inside my mind, the simulation, the memory of them has given me a two way conversation to pledge that I will not make the same mistakes.
Forgiveness is one thing.
Redemption is hard.
Slave to the Patriarchy no more