I Cannot Imagine...

[Edwardo Piet]

You mean in a bad way Evie?? (I mean is it detrimental to your immediate happiness etc?)

Actually I'm the happiest I've ever been. As I've said, sometimes it can be annoying, but overall it's worth it - I love being more self-aware. I'd hate to be less aware again.

And I'm getting more and more use to it. It's repetitive and obsessive, but it's beginning to feel totally comfortable now I think. It's basically becoming the way I think all the time now. I think through thought loops . My thoughts are bundled. But the necessary analytical ordinary thoughts still slip through when needed - E.G, when I'm playing a RTS game, or playing chess.

EvF