(June 5, 2013 at 9:08 pm)Gilgamesh Wrote: No bully knows their a bully. I've bullied people before and I would only realise it after the fact. But undoubtedly you always heard that bullies are insecure and that's why they do it. Well, that's absolutely true - it's not something they tell you just to make you feel like you got one on the bullies. A bully is just someone who is insecure and relieves themselves of insecurity by putting the spotlight on others, almost unconsciously, too.
Did you ever waste a thought on the people you bullied? And the pain you inflicted ont them?
almoust 10 years after my expiriences I still suffer from nightmares, flashbacks, and sudden outbursts of fear when confronted with a group of people making fun of me. Other than than an enormous ammount of rage flares up whenever I have to think of my childhood or the people who torchured me.