The hell thing. I got over it after realizing that the god of the bible is so evil even if I knew for sure he exists I'm sure as hell not worshipping him. That coupled with how incredulous the bible was.
I actually blasphemed way before my deconversion too, then I went through all the things you did, which was find the verse, come up with the softest interpretation possible, then doubting my own interpretation. But I eventually forgot about it because life got in the way.
I actually blasphemed way before my deconversion too, then I went through all the things you did, which was find the verse, come up with the softest interpretation possible, then doubting my own interpretation. But I eventually forgot about it because life got in the way.
