Not again! -- Encouragement Please

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@themonkeyman, it takes a long time for a lot of people. But there's this moment where you realize you're better than god. That you'd never have done this to others. That you've been insulted many times in your life and you've probably never even thought of violently attacking someone for it, let alone damn them to eternal suffering. Then, the question you have to deal with is: how would such an evil god even understand the good in you enough to put it in you? You don't expect a psycho killer to understand your love for your pet when he killed his for practice. The idea of an evil god, I mean how low will this god sink to? Supposing he exist, can the bible even be trusted? Or maybe it's just an elaborate trick for his own enjoyment. On and on and on but these are all questions you have to make peace with, or you must be content to ignore it for the rest of your life.

Oh btw, yes, I find your experience very similar to mine. And as you can see, you can turn out ok in the end. I'm pretty happy with my life now, and I haven't worried about hell since the day I stopped believing.