Idk what to call myself, i guess im not atheist, but im definetly not christian, even when i thought i was christain i didn't and don't agree with 99% of the stuff in the bible, and it seems to me like christains just choose to love and believe in god because thats what their faith tells them, but im the only oen on the planet who thinks things are pretty messed up in this world 
is there any religion like me? i feel so outcaste, i never fit in anywhere even with religion.
and honestly just sayin, u guys are all much friendlier then christain people, they can be such dicks on their forum (maybe following their god?) i made a thread like this a year or so ago and they just said i need more faith and need to stop sinning and stuff... :|
but jia, i guess ill just stop thinking about religion stuff since it makes me more upset- do u guys think that in time if i stop thinking about god and stuff i will stop beliving in him and become a 100% atheist?
but i will keep beliving in and loving my angel gf as i made a thread about a while ago, she gives me some joy and makes things more bearable for me.

is there any religion like me? i feel so outcaste, i never fit in anywhere even with religion.
and honestly just sayin, u guys are all much friendlier then christain people, they can be such dicks on their forum (maybe following their god?) i made a thread like this a year or so ago and they just said i need more faith and need to stop sinning and stuff... :|
but jia, i guess ill just stop thinking about religion stuff since it makes me more upset- do u guys think that in time if i stop thinking about god and stuff i will stop beliving in him and become a 100% atheist?
but i will keep beliving in and loving my angel gf as i made a thread about a while ago, she gives me some joy and makes things more bearable for me.