I'm not intellectually scared of death only instinctually. Like padriac said, it's an evolutionary hardwire. When I contemplate death on the rare occasion, it's not in a negative sense, I'm only thinking about could I have done more/ better. We as Christians shouldn't fear hell nor seek heaven, just live the best life here as we can, in hopes that we make a difference to those remaining behind.
"There ought to be a term that would designate those who actually follow the teachings of Jesus, since the word 'Christian' has been largely divorced from those teachings, and so polluted by fundamentalists that it has come to connote their polar opposite: intolerance, vindictive hatred, and bigotry." -- Philip Stater, Huffington Post
always working on cleaning my windows- me regarding Johari
always working on cleaning my windows- me regarding Johari


