Your "Calling"

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My calling is the calling of martyrdom. I could feel it ever since I was a boy. My grandfather told me a story about a hero and his 40 brave companions that have been martyred in combat, against impossible odds, they kept on fighting.
I only want to die in such a glorious fashion and pray every day that I will be presented with such an opportunity of martyrdom, so that my life will have the greatest meaning that a life can have, the ultimate meaning, one that is found in death.

Well, isn't that compelling? How are you going to carry out martyrdom? I'm sorry if that's a stupid question; I'm just not familiar with the martyr world, I guess.

Well, its simple. You have to die. The exact circumstances, no one can know, perhaps it will be through glorious combat, execution, assasination, or meaningful alturistic or vengeful self sacrifice.
Only such deaths are befitting of a martyr.

A martyr lives forever in death, they live as something far greater than what they might have been in their life before death.
Even in death, they still serve a purpose, as a source of inspiration for generations to come.