Both religion and atheism can be done poorly or well. Just as atheism need not entail hand-wringing nihilism, I suspect that religion, even your specific religion, may not in any sense "require" the sense of guilt you seem to be struggling with. Maybe you might want to consider how the way you've chosen to view things may be contributing to your issue, instead of looking for a gift-wrapped target to blame things on?
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