I hate human race,civilization and people in groups.

[Ksa]

I'm more frustrated because I can't seem to meet people who have similar ideas as me,or that I could start a debate with them It's impossible so even If I'm surrounded by teenagers or even grown ups I still feel lonely because I can't talk things with them that feel important for me.

I answered in another topic about what was the purpose of human life, and it sounded like this:

I believe that human beings are the result of the Universe trying to figure itself out. So our purpose as human beings are the following:

1) Figure out this Universe and attempt to preserve life by being in control.
2) Seek out a male/female sex partner that makes us want to settle down.
3) Eat, drink and posses that which matters to us and brings us joy.
4) Seek out the chemicals of bliss by all means, dopamine, 6-MAM, oxitocyn and cannabinoids without seriously compromising 1), 2) and 3).

The good news is that you're very familiar and passionate by 1), which is good because that's our main purpose. However, you seem to have a problem with 2), 3) and 4), especially 3) and 4) because you don't seem to accept them in other people.

It's perfectly ok to live with only 1), but you would be missing a huge chunk of what life is, and trust me, you do NOT want to do that. You don't. I know girlfriends can be money driven and stubborn, I know people are foolish when they drink...I know people are misguided and use drugs in very foolish ways, but remember that society never trained them to use drugs safely which is very complex and requires a lot of knowledge.

Some people obtain 6-MAM by helping sick kids in Africa or war zones through a brain connection they call compassion, others by shooting Heroin and yet, others can get 6-MAM by raping or murdering women. What you have to realize is that there is no difference between them, because they all want the same thing: They want 6-MAM. They want dopamine. They want to feel good and live a good life.

If you feel bliss by debating 1), you cannot hate people who feel bliss by doing 3) and 4) because they want the same thing you want. They just obtain it in a different way, though a different mechanism. Sure, the people you describe seem to compromise 1) by doing too much of 2), 3) an 4), but you compromise 2), 3) AND 4) by doing too much of 1). Which is better? I hope the answer will come to you very soon.