I hate human race,civilization and people in groups.

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I'm more frustrated because I can't seem to meet people who have similar ideas as me,or that I could start a debate with them It's impossible so even If I'm surrounded by teenagers or even grown ups I still feel lonely because I can't talk things with them that feel important for me.

I answered in another topic about what was the purpose of human life, and it sounded like this:

I believe that human beings are the result of the Universe trying to figure itself out. So our purpose as human beings are the following:

1) Figure out this Universe and attempt to preserve life by being in control.
2) Seek out a male/female sex partner that makes us want to settle down.
3) Eat, drink and posses that which matters to us and brings us joy.
4) Seek out the chemicals of bliss by all means, dopamine, 6-MAM, oxitocyn and cannabinoids without seriously compromising 1), 2) and 3).

The good news is that you're very familiar and passionate by 1), which is good because that's our main purpose. However, you seem to have a problem with 2), 3) and 4), especially 3) and 4) because you don't seem to accept them in other people.

It's perfectly ok to live with only 1), but you would be missing a huge chunk of what life is, and trust me, you do NOT want to do that. You don't. I know girlfriends can be money driven and stubborn, I know people are foolish when they drink...I know people are misguided and use drugs in very foolish ways, but remember that society never trained them to use drugs safely which is very complex and requires a lot of knowledge.

Some people obtain 6-MAM by helping sick kids in Africa or war zones through a brain connection they call compassion, others by shooting Heroin and yet, others can get 6-MAM by raping or murdering women. What you have to realize is that there is no difference between them, because they all want the same thing: They want 6-MAM. They want dopamine. They want to feel good and live a good life.

If you feel bliss by debating 1), you cannot hate people who feel bliss by doing 3) and 4) because they want the same thing you want. They just obtain it in a different way, though a different mechanism. Sure, the people you describe seem to compromise 1) by doing too much of 2), 3) an 4), but you compromise 2), 3) AND 4) by doing too much of 1). Which is better? I hope the answer will come to you very soon.

I'm very familiar with everything you wrote. I'm mostly an cheerful young guy,I have done lots of psychedelics and cannabis in order to expend my consciousnesses and it was great,but now I'm making an pause until I finish school completely I will only smoke or eat mushrooms at festivals. I know ways how to stimulate dopamin,oxycontin,serotonin and endorphin. I mostly look for an sex partner because a relationship seems boring and waist of my identity and emotions,I can fall for an girls look anytime but I haven't found a girl which whom I would fall in love for her philosophy and looks this two factors are very important for me and if the girl does not posses that there isn't even a slight chance I will ever fall in love with her. I look for a partner for only one reason to escape loneliness but in the last few weeks I started to practice self love and the want for an partner just faded away.

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And at 16 you've already figured out you're smarter than everybody else?

Yeah, to put it sarcastically, that's only a little narcissistic.

Nothing's wrong with eye to eye contact, but you can't expect everyone to magically give a shit about you or your interests - that's the tough lesson pretty much everyone has to learn. Meanwhile, you also can't reasonably expect that you know exactly what's going on in their heads. I notice you mention nothing about learning what their interests are either or why it's important to them.

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Seeing your other response now - I don't give a fuck about extreme sports. Or philosophy, for that matter. Does that make me one of the sniveling masses? You have no idea what I'm interested in or do with my off time, except what I expressly tell you on this forum. How could you expect to know what the people who have even less contact with you do or care about?

I'm not claiming that I'm smarter than everybody else you are misunderstanding me big times just try and understand me because of my english it is very hard to make a sentence that will describe what I think! .

Society: an organized group of persons associated together for religious, benevolent, cultural, , political, patriotic, or other purposes. =I hate such people in this groups because this mold destroys the individual, they all start acting the same. And this bothers me,If one direction is now popular on TV everyone will listen to their music,talk about them,... they do not have their own heads to think with. This is what bothers me that people lose their individuality because of groups. Culture is destroying unique individuals and it is making a mold to which all must conform if we do not we are isolated from everyone in that mold
I love individuals I like hanging out with them but in order that I can enjoy their company they should not be some zombies who can only talk shit about other people (being cruel to each other),doing vandalism, only topic they can talk about is about sex,.... and so on. I do not care if others do not like what I do fine I don't give a fuck but I'm rambling on because people who are not in that mold are so fucking hard to find and I feel isolated and lonely from everyone who are in that mold. Do you understand what I'm trying to say I'm not saying that I'm better or anything I'm just pointing out that because people can't think with their own heads they lose their selves and become that mold and once they are that mold they can be controlled and used to serve the Shepard and this Shepard is destroying the environment and the planet on which we live on. This is what bothers me.