(December 19, 2014 at 7:10 pm)KUSA Wrote:(December 18, 2014 at 7:13 pm)MysticKnight Wrote: Sometimes I get thoughts to do random evil things. For example, my bro just got a new i phone and it occurred to me to break it. I didn't want to break it, but occurred to me to do it. There is other thoughts of this sort that happen to me. They come by and I don't know why.
It's the same with suicidal thoughts. I don't actually want to commit suicide but the thoughts come by.
I have plenty of reasons against these thoughts and reason against them. So if I'm against these thoughts, and they disturb me when I get them such as I feel why am I getting these thoughts...why do I get them? And what can be done about this?
It is a form of OCD. Thoughts of things that you would never do pop in your head and you probably feel bad about having them. I am willing to bet that the more stress you feel the worse the thoughts attack you.
For many years I wanted the power the little girl in Firestarter had. But ramped up to the next level.
Like being able to burn holes in the earth's crust miles across. Centered on places that vex me.
Don't do that so much these days.
