What evidence are you looking for? What if you pray for something and see if it happens.But you have to try to summon up faith even though I know it's hard.The thing with faith is that you do it without any evidence, you just believe.
It sounds crazy but I have prayed in times when life is hard and eventually things happen,maybe not exactly how I asked,but in the end it works out and then I look back and see how one thing followed onto the next thing,then I realise that I can't see the future so I can't plan each thing, but god sees it,and can put the pieces in place.
Maybe sometimes it's not god and it's just me using common sense but the important thing is that I feel a sense of guidance and I'm sure he's there pushing me in the right direction.It takes faith but it also takes action.I'm not saying to try it if you really don't believe but maybe one day you might like to try just for the sake of it and if you still doubt it at least you gave it a try.Sorry if I sound like I'm preaching to you and I know it's your choice.But I will tell you this,if you had my faith it would excite you very much and make you want to talk about it.But I wouldn't force anyone,there's enough of that back home and to be honest I think some people don't believe as much as they say they do,it's very taboo to openly doubt.
It sounds crazy but I have prayed in times when life is hard and eventually things happen,maybe not exactly how I asked,but in the end it works out and then I look back and see how one thing followed onto the next thing,then I realise that I can't see the future so I can't plan each thing, but god sees it,and can put the pieces in place.
Maybe sometimes it's not god and it's just me using common sense but the important thing is that I feel a sense of guidance and I'm sure he's there pushing me in the right direction.It takes faith but it also takes action.I'm not saying to try it if you really don't believe but maybe one day you might like to try just for the sake of it and if you still doubt it at least you gave it a try.Sorry if I sound like I'm preaching to you and I know it's your choice.But I will tell you this,if you had my faith it would excite you very much and make you want to talk about it.But I wouldn't force anyone,there's enough of that back home and to be honest I think some people don't believe as much as they say they do,it's very taboo to openly doubt.
